i fucking love caturday
It takes more time than i've ever had
drains the life from me
makes me want to forget
as young as i was, i felt older back then
more disciplined, stronger and certain
but i was scared to death of eternity
i was saved by grace
but destroyed by naivety
and i lied to myself
and said it was for the best
so now faith is replaced with a logic so cold
I've disregarded what i was
now that I'm older
and i know much more than i did back then
but the more i learn
the more i can't understand
and I've become content with this life that i lead
where i drink too much and don't believe in much of anything
and i lie to myself
and say "it's for the best."
we're moving forward, but holding ourselves back
and we're waiting on something that will never come!!
I love my past. I love my present. I'm not ashamed of what I've had, and I'm not sad because I have it no longer.
I'm just a 20 something guy with everyday struggles,trying to finish college,living day by day,and trying to be a better man....
I live in Serbia in a town called Belgrade...
